无题

好累。。。不知道自己要的是什么， 别人正在复习，我就在赶assignment。 怪自己懒到一个无可救药的地步， 别人都把功课给交了。而我却一心阑珊的慢慢把它做完。

有股冲动要把所有的一切放开，去寻找自己该拥有的快乐。不用读书，不用社交，不用赚钱。。。 但事与愿违， 话说得再好听， 也无法脱离现在的生活。曾经我讨厌长大， 但现在的我恨不得快快上 完这痛苦的课，快点离开。。。或许我会高兴点。。。。

羡慕别人的洒脱，很自己的懦弱。。。。 

Promise to myself

headache again ...... still left 3 more paper to go.....but my body kept complaint that 'her' condition now is super tiring.....I'm not healthy at all due to having a super busy life, though some time i purposely awake at midnight to study, but i know my body tell me the truth--- I really need to take a rest, The rest i mean here is without any burden, any work....just rest and having back my healthy life...I promise to myself  i'll try my best to make my body to healthy back...And friend, don't hesitate to ask me go for massage or facial......cause i really need it for exhausted body .............You all will see a different me on this JULY.......^^