secret place

when i try to escape, there is a place i always go to- secret place at my faculty...
i like when no one can disturb me, and i can do what ever i want ...i wondering why this sem, i am getting quiet than before...seems like i lazy to talk or social with others d..im enjoying the alone time than work with others! Maybe i was emo again or just fed up with what the reality call-cruel life....i have such a hectic life-study, club event and teach tuition....sometimes i am so grateful that i able to have so many oppurtinity on my study and my uni....But, when i step forward more, i'll be more worry about every step i've took....

i will escape to the secret place to calm down all my mind...stop being negative minded, and just plan to take everything easy in my uni life...and yet, i knew when i go out from the secret place, i have to face with the reality life again...But still, i am enjoying the moment at the secret place and typing this very freely....Maybe i can use back a phrase-tommorrow is another day.....and i'll change the phrase to every step is another way....if any changes now can cause me any regret feeling later, i wish all this changes can make me become a more matured person....though i'll fall down in part of this changes, and i knew i'll always stand up and said "Im fine" and continue with the journey...